What I want in life?

I am trying to figure out for a while as what I want to do. And what I want in this life. Well it’s a very vague thing that I can word up. I figured out that all I want in life is to keep myself and my world happy. So to be happy what I need to do is the question. This is a question that I need to address from different angles like work wise, personal life wise, etc. For me any thing that I like to do and I perform well makes me happy work wise. Personal life wise I would like to spend time with my loved ones without compromising on my work i.e., I want a good work life balance. I am not very ambitious about making money as long as I earn a particular sum that meets my end needs.

So to keep my self happy at work I am little choosy and particular about the work place because I am kind of disabled, people find it hard to converse with me. At times few feel like I m pestering them. It does pain anyone but I don’t have a choice. I try to talk minimal so that I don’t bother others much. I have people like my mom, Bose, chelli to talk to me all the time. They lighten up my day. A good work place for me is where I feel the atmosphere conductive and collaborative for both me and my employer. I was once tortured at my work place in Mumbai. I don’t want to have such experience again, it made me feel dying. Of course I am certain that life won’t be a smooth cake walk, I like the bumpy ride with lots of ups and downs and still moving on in life. I am prepared to take risks. Of course life would be boring with out any challenges to face. So I believe that IBM is one of the good places for me to work for. And most probably I might accept this offer. So here it ends for the day.